Ive been thinking

The qualitative and amount of work right now is beyond my expertise. Imagine doing a single report for more than a week. That could bring me down for sure and i can already feel it. Monday - friday blues. Except for thursday as it has taken toll on me, i swear i couldnt take it anymore i just needed a break. So thursday was nice, visited best friend and laughed like mad, seriously it's been ages aku xgelak mcm tu.

So... Ive been thinking. Should i quit? Search for another company or sahm? Husband gives green light on january for sahm. Hmmm decision decision. What ever it is, family comes first.

Mmg bersyukur sgt dpt ofis dkt ie; 7mins to be exact. Kuar rumah 8.50am, blk rumah lunch 1pm, pegi blk 1.50pm, blk ofis 6.20pm. Still it doesnt make any difference. I dont feel that happy. The only thing that keeps me going is the kids. Running back to them because we dont have much time during the weekdays.

All in all, aku tension!!! Keje bykkkk, dateline singkat, asyikla tanya bila boleh siap bila boleh siap stress tau tak. Sampai bawak blk rumah buat malam2. Eeeeee dont know about u tp aku xsuka!!! Dah xsuka buat la cpt2 sheesshhh i wish there's 28hr per day.

Setiap org ada dugaan, i guess this is my part. Setiap kerja ada pros n cons. Best la tmpt keje dkt, bleh blk rumah time lunch, xkuar duit myk tol makan, jimat segala. Yes it's true tp tension, aku start keje sini kerap sakit kepala, xtau buat je nangis hahaha. Hello nak keje it exec je boleh x. Jiwa mak xsesuai la programmer (ceh padahal dh 6thn keje).

Nak bertabah ke x.

NOT!