hati kering

I dont know, maybe i was born to be that type. Dulu jarang sgt aku menangis, tgk movie yg ala2 sedih pon xnangis. Tp sejak dah jd mak2 ni jgnlaaaaa kejap je dh nangis! Time pantang, anak aku nangis aku tgk je dulu sbb aku tau dia baru menyusu. So dia nak perhatian lain. Ada sesetengah org xleh dgr baby nangis, kesian katanya. Menangis tu la bagus utk paru2 dia. Normal la baby nangis, xkan kau expect dia tido 24jam? Last night we visited the new baby. Anak kawan ameir. I can see her face, the same face i had when i was struggling during confinement. I wanted to calm her, telling this is normal but somehow xkeluar dr mulut pon. I wanted to give her the tips, not actually tips but a must if u want to succeed in bf. I pity her because of the lack of info...

Kenapa eh selalu org ckp xda susu?

Sbb apa yg aku tau, mmg ada tp jumlahnya sedikit mengikut demand. Benda asas tu kau kena pegang. Baby nangis baru lps susu, xnak lepas breast, i think its normal, just that kita new mom ni terkejut dgn benda ni dan dicampo plak dgn org tua yg keluar segala pengalaman dia like 'susu xda ni', 'baby lapar lg ni'. Yg new mom pon fed up, nak berehat terus give up and give fm instead. Hanya org yg kuat semangat, hati kering je aku rasa yg akan berjaya. She knows what shes doing. Dont give up easily. Terutama dlm pantang, thats when u produce milk.. if makin besar, stok xcukup because demand terlalu tinggi baru lah boleh opt dgn fm.. dlm pantang mmgla xcukup tido oi! 1 dlm 1000 kot baby yg tido malam dlm pantang. Get some info babe!

Lg satu yg sayu sgt.. disebabkan baby yg so called 'kuat menangis' or 'merengek' dah buat keputusan utk diberi makanan terlalu awal...2bln nak bg dah. I cant help myself from hahhhh??? Sorry i just cant hide it. Nak diberi nestum. Ya allah.. lindungilah anak itu. Serious aku harap semuanya elok2. 2bln terlalu kecil nak proses mkanan selain susu.. aduh.. nestum pulak tu..aduh..sedih aku kenangkan. Nak berceramah pom terbantut. Biarlah, anak mereka, aku doakan yg baik2, jgn jd apa2 yg akan buat kita menyesal, anak bkn senang nak dpt, seharusnya jaga dgn elok amanah Allah ini.

I guess it is back to the root. Us as the parents. We wanted to give the best but is it really the best u think? This is solely my opinion, sharing what ive been through.. yg mana baik jd kan tauladan wah gitu..

I called my bro since hes leaving for umrah today. Sebak. Letak tepon terus nangis. Akak aku lg terukkk. Hahhaha