ahah!

takde mood lagi nak cerita pasal "itu". i guess close friends and family know laaaa tapi malas lagi nak bukak cita. because its not something that i enjoy ha ha. 

when i was single, i really looked up on my sis, how she raised her kids, how she taught them.. i mean, i want to be like her when it comes to motherhood! she teaches me a lot. she's the one when i'm at my lowest during confinement, yelahhh kakak sendiri kan harusla berada di sisi sepanjang masa. rasa jahat sgt diri ini when i remember we fought dekat2 kenduri kahwin. i swear its the biggest fight everrr and entah laaa. aku syg akak aku! enough said huhu. back to the topic.. she's the one who introduces me to breastfeeding, ajar anak guna flash card. because when i lived with her, i can see nawal's (her first daughter) one genius kid i've ever seen. masa dia baby lagi, right after she's taken her bath, my sis will ask her, where's your tummy? and she will directly point to her tummy! i was blown away~... where's your nose? dia tunjuk hidung dia. and so on. it goes on every single time right after mandi. akak aku memang rajin melayan. penah terdetik kat hati aku, kalau aku jadi mak mesti aku tak layan sgt/tak rajin sgt nak melayan. eeeee jauhkanlah sifat terbabit! JANGANLA JADIKAN AKU MAK YANG PEMALAS! anak main2, kita surfing internet, anak nak makan kita sumbat nestum (eh???). takdela. kalau ada masa apa salahnya. buat benda lain boleh, takkan utk kebaikan anak takleh? aku sekarang kalau bawak keluar flash card tu, memang salman excited tapi excited lagi dia masukkan dalam mulut! aaaaaaaaa so aku dload je kat tab, boleh cari kat play store. so again, lari topik. i mean, the crucial period time2 camni laa utk kita bentuk. maybe kita ingat alahhh dia baby lagi, apa dia tau?? soooo wrong!! time ni la dia akan tgk apa kau buat, ikut apa kau buat sebab senang digest. im not saying im a good mom but im trying to be one. ape2 pon anak korang lantak korangla. tetibe rindu akak aku :((

salah satu sikap yg aku tak brape gemor, adalah budak2 menyebok hal orang tua. mak bapak aku cukup marah kalau time aku kecik2 aku sebok hal dorang, contoh tengah dengar dorang cakap ke, tanya apa2 pasal hal orang tua ke. "USAH MENYEBOK! HAL ORANG TUA". tu sbb sampai sekarang kalau benda tu takde kaitan dgn aku, jgn harap aku nak join. seriously aku mmg tak suka budak kecik amek tau hal orang tua. kalau benda ni terjadi aku akan cakap benda yg sama "jangan sebok, hal orang tua" because i think dorang hanyalah perlu pergi ke sekolah dan belajar belajar belajar sahaja! tak padan dengan kecik betul!